the last train just railed in the garage
the thickling clock just strike at 12
am still waiting at cold and empty platform
catching the last breath you left ages ago
-jrd
20090429
tick tok tick tok
20090424
prompt and circumstance
and then u go, far away from my sight
yet still presence on my ears
stood on the path of else where
waving goodbye to the sweet lies
and here i comes, with the broken pieces soul
carried along pride and prejudice
wondering this encounter would be last
silly lad i am
-jrd
20090423
all this while
all this while i've been trying hard
to keep this to the minimal
to maintain this to the smooth
to serve this as pleasure
all this while i knew that you wont be commit
to feel secure with me
to stay along with me
to share the sadness and happiness with me
all this while i've been lying to my self
to stop the nonsense feeling
to project the chemistry
to spare the loneliness
all this while we been committing
to this game of lies
to this game of lost
to this game of love
all this while
am the loser for
all this while
-jrd
20090322
20090203
20081229
20081222
Xmas Xmas...
i am thinking i might not getting any xmas present this year...
......
anyway, merry christmas and happy new year to every one...
i'll be working on this festive until late night...
-jared


